.Thursday, July 28, 2005 ' 7:24 AM Y
dear diary,
was walking my daily routine back home alone.
flashback is all i have.
bits and pieces.
i was thinking if i really have friends.
one that will be there for me whenever i need them.
one that will be sharing my ups and downs.
one that know my everything,likewise,i must know hers.
after i came to secondary school,i lost that ONE.
i know her since kindergarden.we stay very near each other.
her families and my familes were friends.
we began to go out very often and we were great buddies.
our families will go on cruise together and it was so enjoyable and unforgettable.
our mothers also use to play mahjong frequently and we would have sleepovers.
whatever it is,she is really axpart of my life.
we eat,sleep,drink,gossip,bath,shit...everything together.
we are like closer than real sisters and we share our problems.
we were in the same primary school but never did we get into the same class.
but it doesnt matter as things were the same.
we moved house again but we still live very near to each other.
but after we went to secondary school,things changed.
sec one was still okay,but sec two...we hardly contact.
we both have our own cliques and somehow forget each other.
last year,i managed to write her letters and thats how we communicate.
but now i moved to Yishun and she moved to Ang Mo Kio.
i have always wanted to call her,but i am afraid that we wont have a common topic to talk about.
hais.never mind,i believe our friendship will improve!
i hope we can get into the same poly and same course. =)
The ONE is my bestest bestest buddy,Wei Chien. =D
but right now,i havent met someone like her.
i really regret coming to whitley.hais.
my "good" friends now?
they dont seems to understand me at all.
either too engross in games,studies or relationships.
always kanna pang say and all.
like Andy have said,they sucks in a way.
i know my friends will look at the matter at the same point of view.
but i cant help it.i feel so sad over things like that.
arggghhhhh........
