.Saturday, June 19, 2010 ' 8:11 PM Y
Suddenly feel like going to CPCC to watch soccer alone, but I go no guts to. Want to go out but feeling very nua at the same time. Peeps jio me to play L4D and watch WC but I turn them down. Am alone at home now, feeling damn loserish and feels like going out. What's wrong with me!
. ' 5:00 PM Y
yesterday is a bad day.
kiap my finger in the drawer, waited alone and the weekly affair.
lessons learnt : never agree to anything that includes time as the big factor, even thou how much you yearn to meet someone or to go out.
.Wednesday, June 02, 2010 ' 1:52 AM Y
flowing down more than 20 minutes silently was such a torture.
not in my crib nor in anybody's arm.
double joy double sadness.
knew it.
i hate it when things like that happen!
you have your reason, i have mine.
i really wanted to ignore everything but just cant bring myself to it.
maybe im just a burden, right.