.Wednesday, August 31, 2005 ' 7:35 AM Y
I dont really enjoy shopping.
I am rough.
I feel shy with guys around me,even if its close friends.
I love crocked teeth.
I love braces.
I love being black.
I like cute guys but not handsome guys.
I dislike critism.
I am self-centered.
I am bad-tempered.
I am easily annoyed and easily coaxed.
I am easily jealous.
I am complacent.
I am weird.
now i am going to lalaland to meet DERRICK. X))
. ' 7:03 AM Y
wen da is having problems with her stead and we all think that his stead is xtremly unreasonable.she's really scary..hahs.and whatever she does,TOTAL DISGRACE to the women.BOO!
english paper is over.and i have yet to study for the other subjects.how bad can it get?
<3 DERRICK HOH <3
take care! X))
.Sunday, August 28, 2005 ' 4:30 PM Y
i feel so bloated after eating so many pratas. =X
31 August 05,thats teacher's day.i doubt anybody will be going back this year,due to the Os we are having.And ya,they dont feel like going back.i wanna go back..if all my primary school mates are going.really have been sucha long time since i last saw them,like once a year only.really missed those times alot alot alot!
-pui boon-zhikai-jiajun-shengbin-bentink-whatt kiang-gerald-
i miss you guys lots!
Anybody going back must let me know ya.hehs. =)
.Saturday, August 27, 2005 ' 7:28 PM Y
my my my!i got very high jealousy and thats real bad.but i cant help it lahhs..always jealous de.summore can be jealous over really trival matter ya.lols.badd.
i dread painting.alamaks.still must go school at 9am later lehhs.
sians.better head for bed now then.good night. =))
SWEET DREAMS TO DERRICK HOH!
I HEART YA LOTS! X))
.Tuesday, August 23, 2005 ' 2:38 PM Y
feel damn tired today man.hahs.i was conferencing with zhi ying,voon,dada from 11pm to 6am,then off i head for school.but zhi ying hangs up at around 4 am..lols.starting still feel very enegetic but after recess,wahh,slept through till school ends.hehs.then reach home,slept from 3pm to 8pm again.i love having new conference mates especially those with extremly nice voice. X))
.Sunday, August 21, 2005 ' 6:25 PM Y
went Prata House with Sooling for supper just now.yumm yumm.hehs.and we decided to go every saturday,and AFTER 11PM.And intensive swimming sessions on saturday.hehs.
i think short guys are cuter. X))
<3 DERRICK HOH!! X))
.Saturday, August 20, 2005 ' 5:16 PM Y
had my english oral today,totally sucks.it is so bad that i dont even know if i can pass my oral.the answers that i gave doesnt seems to link to the questions.and ya,i am like answering two sentences per questions.shucks.
if you all dont quit know,you will regret loh.He's already taking action.c'mon lahs,smoking doesnt make you cool or suave ya.dumbb.
DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN! X))
.Friday, August 19, 2005 ' 3:20 PM Y
RESULTS FOR PROJECT SUPERSTAR!
KELLY IS IN!! X))
i think she's real pretty and have very powerful vocal.
i love her man.hehs.
but sadly,Xinhui have to leave lahh.actually she sings very well de.. but then i still prefer Kelly lah.Oh yeah,her sis is quite pretty..hahs.
KELVIN IS IN! =(
wah piangs.damn saddening sia.Hais,but compeitions are like that lahhs.ARGHHHH.... JUN YANG ROX!
I LOVE DERRICK MOST!HE'S SO DAMN CUTE LOHHS.I HEART DERRICK.I HEART DERRICK.I HEART DERRICK.I HEART DERRICK.I HEART DERRICK. xD
AND I MISS LEON'S VOICE. =))
. ' 12:54 PM Y
well,i wanna thanks cheryl and yew yew to smuggle foods and drinks for me back to classroom during recess lahhs.all thanks to the stupid prefects,@$#@$%$^&*.lols.
went home straight after school.lynn came over to my house to study.erm hem,we were playing cards,lazing on the bed and talking loh.when we just came out of the lift,suddenly got a dog then it bark.Lynn ran off,followed by me.Halfway,i ask her something.
me:you afraid of dog meh?
lynn:no arhh,i love dogs.
me:then you still run?
lynn:i heard the dog bark so i ran.
lynn is just so cute.lols,i simply love her.
i just saw derrick and leon on tv.ohhh... i love them so. X))
.Thursday, August 18, 2005 ' 7:35 AM Y
Life is not a box of chocolate for some.Some of us may lament about
why life has turned out this way.Sometimes even resulting in stinging tears of anger and exasperation.Human always hide behind the facade of a life filled with the perfectionist while storing the dark side,packed away in a box somewhere at the back of their minds.It'll take a miracle to totally cleanse one free of such thoughts and actions. Yeah, i know many of you will think it's none of your business;as long as it doesnt affect you in any way.
.Tuesday, August 16, 2005 ' 6:17 AM Y
people seems to go with the majority.
i dont like it.
dont they have their own mindset?
why must follow others to do everything?
thats so kuku ya.
never mind,i shall see how this kind of things last.
i cant believe that its the 7th month and yet they are blabbering nosense.ohh my,they jolly well see "something" and their mindset changed.how cool is it?hahs.
J:i never thought that you were like that.i thought you would be different from those people.i am wrong.
K:i once felt that you were so p-e-r-fect,not now,not anymore.you are just a plain o' fellow who stuck up alot.i look down upon you.
i am going to fail my common test tml.
i heart derrick loads! x))
.Sunday, August 14, 2005 ' 5:14 PM Y
i just came back home after watching the maid.
woah,practically every cinema is full of people.
so many people is watching the maid.
its like the sneak preview is out for a week,but there's still many people watching that show.
i went to watch with zhi ying,her bro and her 2 cousin.
yeah,we nearly couldnt get the tickets.
all in all,the movie was alright.
i love watching horror movie at night. X))
maybe can try g-hunting around carpark next time.
its nice. =)
.Saturday, August 13, 2005 ' 4:29 PM Y
O level chinese result is out.
lols.i dont really feel sad or what lah,but more of regretful.
i studied for like an hour or two just before the day of chinese paper can.
so ya,feel so regretted.
but no point lah,since its over.i am just looking forward for the upcoming chinese paper again.
lols.this time round i shall get what i want,HOPEFULLY.
and our school did quite badly i think.
and yeah,i got B3(D).
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI CHIEN!
I LOVE YA SO MUCH! X))
.Friday, August 12, 2005 ' 3:11 PM Y
i was so upset over that darn Project Superstar Result Show.
yes,my beloved is gone.
feel so sad that Derrick is out.
hais.never mind,its really great to come this far.
no matter what it is,you are still the number one in my heart.
hehs.i heart ya lots.
Derrick is so freaking cute. =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAINAI!
LUCKS FOR EVEYTHING YA.
YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER HEART YA. =D
.Thursday, August 11, 2005 ' 7:10 PM Y
O Level chinese is releasing either later or tomorrow.
its expected how i will fare lahhs.
so no point worrying lahhs.
i am those LOUD-WORDS-BUT-NO-ACTIONS kind.
sucks,i know.
always say that i am going to start studying and all.
see what have i done?
NOTHING!
when will i get motivated man?
who can motivate me?
pissed.
gabie is not too bad for a late-night chatmate.
hahas.
hmm still got school later.i got less than 2 hours of sleep.
i better go rest awhile bahhs.hehs.
nights. =)
.Wednesday, August 10, 2005 ' 8:41 PM Y
dear diary,
town is so empty today.
i like it that way.
tanglin sec got cute guys. =)
made me feel pang say-ed.
hais.
.Tuesday, August 09, 2005 ' 7:49 PM Y
dear diary,
didnt went school today.
but went to town with wanli and cheryl.
walk awhile then go home liaos.
no comment lahhs.hais.
went north point with my family just now.
my mum bought a bracelet.
its like..why cant my family be rich?
my mum like hardly got jewels lohh.
ya,i feel so sad for her.
why cant my family be much more wealthy.
why why why?
so unfair.hais.
you are really a very nice friend when you are not pang saying me and when you are not so fickle-mined.
i dislike indecisive people.sadly i know.
why cant people just make up their mind quickly.
want then say want lah.
dont want then say dont wantr lah.
so diffcult mehhs?
.Sunday, August 07, 2005 ' 2:52 PM Y
dear diary,
went to Queeensway with zing yesterday.
wanted to get sweaters but dont have.
so we went Ikea.
lols.nice manz.
bought some kiddies's plates...cups..
then ate the hotdog bun there.
didnt know Ikea was fun.. =)
.Thursday, August 04, 2005 ' 3:52 PM Y
dear diary,
think hard.
if u were betrayed,then i was betrayed too.
betrayal is confusing.
and it shall continues.
ahhhh....
and when the hell did i say anything.
i can strongly infer that fame and popularity is important.
and thats how shallow we humans are.
zing's the best. * =)
. ' 6:30 AM Y
dear diary,
i cant believe that there are such childish people around me.
sad case lahhs.
GET A LIFE MAN.
DONT PIN-POINT BEHIND ME.
IF YOU WANT,DO IT RIGHT IN MY FACE.
STOP THINKING THAT YOU ARE THE HANDSOME FELLOW.
STOP DREAMING LAHHS.
GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU OPEN YOUR BIG FAT MOUTH.
FOR WHAT I SABO HIM?
YOU THINK ITS FUN?
NAHHS,I AM NOT AS CHILDISH AS YOU.
OKAY,THE ONE WHO IS NOT SPEAKING THE TRUTH SHALLNT SCORE WELL FOR THE O LEVELS YA.
YEAH,THATS IT.
DOPE.
i love that motivation talk.
now i know what i want and i WILL get it done.
i believe i can do it.
.Wednesday, August 03, 2005 ' 6:08 AM Y
dear diary,
oh my gosh.i cant believe that you guys are so desperate.
And tell me whats the problem with LWL huh?
siao ginna.
so what if i purposely act sick and go home?
your problem arhhs?
please lahhs..you also always like that and yet you got the cheek to say me.hahaha.
chao turban!
Full of hypocrites.
Sad case lahhs.
.Monday, August 01, 2005 ' 4:58 PM Y
dear diary,
life is like a puzzle.
it takes quite some time to complete.
i am still trying to have it complete...but dont know how long it will take.
hope and i can find,and figure out those bits and pieces..
then put it in the right place.
hehs.contacted Andy Elmo Tan known as my LaoPo. =)
we seems to like..hmmm contact once six months.
yeah.weird right.hahs.
shall not let it happen this time round.
hais.but i still miss nehneh and brocky so so much.
not forgetting my beloved Chen Da Jie.
And i love friendster. =))
always give me a chance to contact those old friends again.
hahs.i miss my swimming buddy.
miss ya lots too! *=D
i am so happy.hehs.nights. =)
