.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' 4:06 PM Y
Mr eyecandy says i am having a bad mood swing today. i didnt expect him to know you see. okay i wouldnt say its a mood swing actually,its just er ... i feel kinda upset suddenly. okays fine,maybe its just wee bit of jealousy. oh i admit i was jealous k. yea i know its weird but i cant help it lah.i was never looking forward to my birthday. never. its like the same old thing every year and i get bored of it. no,its not my friends that make me feel this way. infact,im very thankful for friends like them. i mean the usual routine of dinner and thats all. how come nobody what i want most? guess it. i havent have it for years. like who the hell cares anyway. off to bed to dream of mr eyecandy alr. nights!