.Sunday, August 16, 2009 ' 11:58 AM Y

nobody realize i didnt came to the cyber world for 3 days! :(
anyway i was really down with fucking high fever on friday morning. the fever hit me so suddenly as it came. woke up in the noon feeling damn cold, even with 2 sets of clothes and blanket after switching off my aircon (without the fan as well) for close to 2 hours. totally madness. took my temperature and its 39.8 degree celsius. body was so weak that i didnt even want to leave my bed for a second. so i took sis's medicine since she just got the medicine for fever few days back, thinking that i could recover in no time. night time was the worst, cough, flu, sore throat and the hot temperature makes it impossible to sleep! the highest temperature i had was 40.2 degree celsius! super hot!
after a day, the fever still havent subside thus mom insist that i have to see doctor no matter what. went to the clinic and the doctor says i have all the syndrome of h1n1 except for vomit and diarrhea ! omg, i was pretty scared by then. i always say no need to be afraid of h1n1 as there is cure, but when this happens to me, i think likewise. thats reality! c'mon, she say the chance of me getting h1n1 is 88%, who wouldnt be scared! even the temperature i took at the clinic was 39.9 degree celsius know, and she says i have to go ttsh if i still have high fever for the next few day after consuming tamiflu.
went home, ate all the medicine and went to bed. i have to wake up constantly and i was feeling damn hot. not only the air that i breathe out was hot, even my lips was burning! it is that hot! i used to say have fever good, cos can lose weight, not now anymore! i rather be fat! *touch wood* gradually, my temperature finally falls to 39 degree celsius in the late afternoon! but, i started to vomit and have diarrhea, like that means i have all the syndrome of h1n1 alr luh. i was super afraid. the worst thing is i blackout suddenly for 3 seconds when no one was at home. luckily, its just a short while which left me landed on the floor that i dont remember how it happen. anyway temperature has gone down a lil, no longer high fever! so not h1n1 anymore! (:
i have been lying on the bed and sleeping as and when i like for the past few days. high fever is such a torture. i dont want to have high fever anymore!
thanks the very few peeps for your concern too. <3